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Wanderings & Writings


Letter To Gido, Day One (07/18/2024)
I'm seeing a life coach to help me overcome my grief. I write 3 letters a day. One to God. One to myself and one to my Gido. Sharing them...
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Jul 18, 20242 min read


Letter To Self, Day One (07/18/2024)
I'm seeing a life coach to help me overcome my grief. I write 3 letters a day. One to God. One to myself and one to my Gido. Sharing them...
yostinaaa
Jul 18, 20242 min read


Letter To God, Day One (07/18/2024)
I'm seeing a life coach to help me overcome my grief. I write 3 letters a day. One to God. One to myself and one to my Gido. Sharing them...
yostinaaa
Jul 18, 20243 min read


step one of driving in the city
leave ur hand on the horn... i dont have much to say besides that. having fun with a friend in a different car? honk. light is green and...
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Jul 13, 20241 min read


something i learned and want to share with the world
when hugging someone, dont let go or release the hug until they do it first. you never know how much or how long a person needs a hug for.
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Jul 13, 20241 min read


Can you tell I have daddy issues?
I was watching All American Season 5 when Billy Baker died. His death made me cry, and I’m not one who cries over shows. But Billy’s...
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Jul 12, 20242 min read


ill never get my father daughter dance
A father is one of the most important people you'll need around. The bond between a father and his daughter is something else. A father...
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Jul 12, 20241 min read


I'm scared... and i hate being vulnerable
I'm scared of feeling too much. I'm scared of that heavy feeling in my chest taking over, I'm scared of the tears streaming down my face....
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Jul 12, 20242 min read


i feel like i keep losing myself
Dear me, For starters, hi, it's been a while. I used to write a lot. I used to write my stories, my pain, my insecurities, and pretend...
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Jul 12, 20243 min read


to those who can relate, here's a hug
“I walked into a wall,” she laughed as she walked away from her friends. Luckily for her, she was clumsy enough for that lie to be...
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Jul 12, 20241 min read


i lost the biggest part of myself
Yesterday, my mom told me that because I lack emotional connections, I will be alone in life. She’s not wrong. I don’t get attached, and...
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Jul 12, 20241 min read


if you don’t wanna read the whole thing just skip to where it says “MORAL”
I was walking around my school today, confused at the weird emotion I was feeling. It was a surge of energy that scared me at first. The...
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Jul 12, 20243 min read


the inevitable heart break
When the sun comes up, we think the moon falls, but it doesn’t. It’s there always. So, I promiseto be your moon, always there,never gone....
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Jul 12, 20241 min read


what is love?
Love is a strong word, Though I don’t believe in it. I’m tired of trying so hard, Only to be unnoticed. Will I ever be loved? Though I...
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Jul 12, 20241 min read


To all the guys, I'm sorry.
Every time I see a boy's name pop up on my phone, I lift my guard up. Actually, it’s in general. Whether it’s a boy, a friend, my mom, my...
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Jul 12, 20241 min read


Jealous of a Candle
It was pitch black until I saw a light, A light so strong and bright, But came from something so little. As I got closer, I saw A wax...
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Jul 12, 20241 min read


I was given this prompt in 2019... so much yet so little has changed.
If I could change 2 things, what would they be? 2019 You asked me a tough question. If I could change one thing about myself, what would...
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Jul 12, 20243 min read


stop signs…
do we roll through stop signs? yes are they mostly all way stop signs? yes how does that work? it doesn’t we’re too much in a rush to...
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Jul 1, 20241 min read


human bottle opener
FUN FACT: I can open a bottle with my teeth Hailey Bieber style.
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Jun 30, 20241 min read


An introduction to my biggest loss
Ive lost a lot in the 20 years of life I've lived. I lost myself, I lost friends, I lost money, I lost dogs. Loss has been no stranger to...
yostinaaa
Jun 30, 20241 min read
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