An introduction to my biggest loss

Ive lost a lot in the 20 years of life I've lived. I lost myself, I lost friends, I lost money, I lost dogs. Loss has been no stranger to me. Every loss I encountered I was able to handle... that was until I lost the most important person. I lost my grandpa Feburay 2024. When I lost him, my whole world crumbled. I lost myself all over again. This loss broke me. I dont know if I will ever recover.

My grandpa was my biggest fan, support system, and role model. He would be proud of this blog.

I was looking for stories to put under "Loss" when I found a story I started writing about my grandpa. I never finished it, it was too hard to write about him because it brought me to the reality that one day all I'll have left of him is the stories. Looking back at the unfinished story, I wish I had wrote more.

Its too hard now to write about him. I dont want to come to terms with the fact that he's gone and all thats left is the stories.

In a seperate blog post, ill post the unfinished story... maybe one day ill have the courage to finish it.