Letter To God, Day Nine (07/26/2024)

Dear God, 

Hi, it’s me. I’m confused. I’m not sure how to feel. Part of me wants to talk to you, but the other part does it out of homework. Because I have to, maybe doing it as homework will eventually feel less like a chore and more of a want. Maybe one day, a need. I feel like I sound repetitive. I’m just tired. I’m tired of life. I’m tired of trying. I’m tired of feeling too much and too little. When will I rest? 

Love, a tired daughter