Loss...

Loss is a funny thing. losing someone, losing a relationship, a game, a bet, yourself, a loved one... it creates the same reaction. Anger, sadness, frustration, depression, chaos. some losses are easier to handle. others, will cripple you.

thankfully...

while the loss may be permenent, the reaction to it isnt. i dont think the sadness ever leaves, but the anger, that storm brewing inside you, it calms. it quiets.

im starting to love my grief. im starting to love how i carry gidos presence with me all the time. the person i once saw every few months, is now with me all the time.

my grief is a part of who i am.